The biggest challenge for me is staying positive and focused on healing. Knowing that my odds are so bad... creeps into my mind when I'm tired and weak. Generally though, I feel pretty positive about how this is going and I know that the fact that the cancer hasn't grown is good news. So I'm staying the course.
The radiation is trying to damage the DNA of the cancer cells and either kill them outright or interrupt the DNA enough that they die when they try to divide and replicate. Our hope is that the kill rate will be enough to shrink the tumor to an operable state. Short of that, no growth would lead to more a intensive radiation procedure... Those will be the discussions of mid February...
For now I will enjoy the next 4 days rest and the holiday gatherings with family and friends. That, I have come to realize, is the most important thing...
I wish you all a wonderful holiday with those you love...
Peace,
David
Love the pic! Florida? Hang in there--the holidays are always a mixed bag but it's great that you have so much energy and your students are so lucky to have such an awesome Proffe. Now is break time for all of us exhausted teachers so do rest up and let the inner Pac-Man get them bad boogers out of ya!
ReplyDeleteMuch love!
Korndingo
Dave,
ReplyDeleteYou are an inspiration to all of us with your openness and courage. Thanks for keeping us informed -- we send love and blessings to you and the family -- and heaps of hope that 2010 will see you cured.
Stay true. Enjoy the hols.
Love,
Tom & Sue
David: Amy, Louie, Jim & I are thinking of you and wish you a great Christmas with your family. Good positive thoughts.
ReplyDeleteLove, Jody
Dave and Monica (by all means)
ReplyDeleteAnki has updated us about your condition and I also got this address for your fantastic blog. I wish for you and your family a peaceful Christmas. I also hope that you, when you're cured, should write an inspiering book about living, your so good at both. /ia & gerth
I hope that you had a wonderful Christmas with your family and that it fuels your strength!
ReplyDeleteAmanda B
Hello David,
ReplyDeleteJust saying hello and wishing you and your family the the best. You remind me of jimmy stewart from it's a wonderful life... rich in friends and beloved by all... take care, we're sending good thoughts.
xo, steve and tina
Dear Dave,
ReplyDeleteWe are thinking of you and the rest of the family! Keep up your spirits! As the scholar Forest Gump said, "life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're gonna get." So keep eating a lot of chocolate!
Doug & Paula
Dear David,
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas and Happy New Year. We are thinking of you everyday. Keep your positive thoughts going and take care.
xo, Karen and Howard
Our New Year's wishes will be for you!
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Julie & Deb